It's been 3 months since my friend was gunned down and I just realise how much I miss him.

I took for granted when he was around, not his friendship but the constant nagging for us to be lovers and the fallouts because of that.

When he died I erased his phone number from my phone but I can't erase his memories from my heart. I took up the phone today to "call him". I knew he wouldn't answer, but just the thought of giving him a ring.

Little did I know that only hours after he drove me to work, that I wouldn't see him again.

Marlon I miss you.


I no longer have anybody to argue with constantly. Nobody to tell me "Nickiesha! Nickiesha, I don't love you anymore cause you don't love me."

Yes I did. Maybe not the way you wanted. But I did.